Burned myself every time down for u

mess in my head

justneedtobesadforalittlewhile:

I don’t get what is going on in my head 99% of the time, it’s like my brain goes from kind of okay to look myself into a room and like completely disappear from everything. and it’s not particularly that I want to die, I just want to get out of my head, I’m so stuck in it that I can’t move forward, I can’t move backwards as well, I’m just stuck somewhere on the way and I simply don’t know what to do about it. there is nothing I’m passionated about or that I’m really interested in, and I was always a bit to sad and felt always a bit to lonely but I had at least ideas of things that could interest me. but now there is nothing, I can’t think of one thing that I want to dig deeper in or a skill I want to improve, nothing. I feel like the only thing going on in my head is worries, so many worries about so many things and I’m constantly overthinking about all the bad things ever happen to me and while I can let go of all my interest and all my good thoughts it seems I can’t let go of anything negative from anything past happened in my life. 

just another fuck-up

stillesgeschrei:

“The world will knock you down plenty. You don’t need to be doing it to yourself.”

— Elizabeth Scott (via thoughtkick)

thoughtkick:

“Apologies don’t fix broken hearts.”

— (via emptystic)

luckylluminati:

but how do you say goodbye close the door and walk away when the person on the other side feels like home

thoughtkick:

“And perhaps it is the greater grief, after all, to be left on earth when another is gone.”

— Madeline Miller

desideriumexspes:

“I would never kill myself, but sometimes I wish I don’t wake up the next day. Good night.”

— Sadness

thoughtkick:

“I wish there was some kind of button that I could push and it would allow me to unlove you. It would make things easier for me. I wouldn’t have spontaneous moments where I think about you and want to die. It would make the process of moving on faster. I wouldn’t ever be hurt by you again even if we are no longer together. I’d be happy. But that’s the thing once you love someone, you can’t unlove them no matter how hard you try.”

— Unknown

stillesgeschrei:

“The people who are meant to be in your life will always gravitate back towards you, no matter how far they wander.”

— Robert Tew
(via thoughtkick)